thank you. its nice to have people that understand.

he is totally off the deep end now.

its such a shame. things between us have been nice for 10 months, he finally comes home and this is what i get.

i dont think he can do it. i think he was away for too long and really doesnt want to be the part of father and husband.

i hate when he snaps at our son just for being a kid.

i dont know how to accept that i cant go through this anymore, that he most likely will never change.

even if he were to perk up and warm up towards me, something else will set him off again.

its aweful.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09