New around here...

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ok so was quite confident in my answer last night(after waiting a while), in response to the whats new with you q? i said 'lots of things, x,x,x (few examples of what id been up to, but not too much detail), im loving the long weekend!'

i just thought he thinks im so boring sitting around being predictable, like he knows exactly what to expect, it kind of annoyed me actually! so left it at that, thinking a 'whatever' attitude and went on with my night, had quite a bit of fun too!

Tonight got another text from H (this must be a record for the recent months now, ha) him saying 'hi things are good been really busy. today was really nice out :)'

i never even asked a question like how are you, etc. although he felt the need to tell me he has been 'busy'

i half think what was the point in sending something like that?!? and think yes i know its nice out today, i have been out and can look out my own window...maybe he is just being friendly and im being a bit harsh, but i guess i am fed up with the crap.

and I was with a friend having a few drinks tonight when he text too and am so glad i was out GAL and having a good time!

well not responding tonight, my head's a bit fuzzy so will think things over in the morning.

sorry for the step by step, guess i was just excited/surprised to see a change in same old patterns and behaviors from H. so thought id get it out here. Still trying not to let it skew my perception or think too much of it.