he is back, i think

[mdoodles]

i just spoke with h about the store. i asked him kindly, in a soft voice (like talking to a child to keep them from shouting). i thought we should go over a few things.

well he went off about how its losing money, and with each word his voice got louder and louder and i kept talking softly.

we will have to sell it because its losing money and because he has no ambition (not that he said that).

so after he shouted about the store, i said, there is no reason to shout at me, i did not cause the problems with the store, it is no one's fault.

then he said, the store isnt his problem.

i was like, what is making u shout this way, i couldnt see why is was so totally flipping.

he said, rather loudly, because i do not want to be here.

so i said, rather calmly, then dont be. if u dont want to be, dont be. but dont shout at me or talk nasty to me, i did not do anything to deserve to be spoken to that way.

he went to have a drink at his brothers house a few minutes away.

my guess ----ow doesnt want him back. atleast not now.

and now he is even angrier with me because he came home for me and to do the store and left his good job.

oh well.