Sandi's Place

[MrBond]

The OM said something about you and your family better watch it. You don't know who you're dealing with. It's some threat alluding to the fact that he was a Navy Seal. Big deal. I know I could take him, but I didn't pursue anything because he was my W's boss and I didn't want to make waves for her at work.

Anyhow, we went to the show last night. Beforehand I took her to dinner at a nice Italian restaurant and tried to keep everything as light as possible. After awhile I actually started running out of things to say because she wasn't talking back or just giving yes or no answers.

Then the show came up, which was very good and lively. This was Mama Mia where there's alot of singing and dancing. At certain points I would look over to her and see her reaction, but I saw that she wasn't laughing at all the light parts of it. The walk to the car was one of the longest ones I've ever experienced. We didn't say a word to each other the whole time. I tried, but she didn't say anything.

Then when we got home, she wished me goodnight and went straight to bed. Ugh, sometimes I get the feeling that she blames the M for how she's feeling. Right now I feel like I'm the easy target because she doesn't have any friends and doesn't go out. So all her negative emotions get centered around our R. I think that's one of the reasons she sought out the OM at work where there are no responsibilities.

Gotta go, I'll write more later.

Thanks Sandi for listening.