he is back, i think

[mdoodles]

i did a bad thing. i went to store, didnt plan on saying anything, he got me started:

he rewrote history of the last year and threw up at me the last 3 years.

i told him i do not wish to discuss the last 3 years, im looking at now, today. look where we are standing? outside of our store.

i said, u lied over and over about her, i believed u. u said it was over with her. i believed u.

i said, all i did was try to save my family, try to believe in you again.

so please do not blame me, do not tell me u didnt want to be with me over these last years.

u filed for divorce and did nothing, never moved forward. u came home told me u wanted to try, dont take that back now.
i gave u plenty of outs, told u what i expected of us working on things and if u couldnt do it, that i didnt want u home.

but u came.

i also said, by no means am i telling u to leave the house, but out of curiousity, if u dont want to be home with us and have somewhere to go as u went last night, why do u still plan on coming home? why, if u have somewhere else?

no answer.

anyway, i know i shouldnt have gone, shouldnt have engaged with him. but i did.