The adventure continues--the saga goes on

[AFWAW]

SHE NEEDS TO MISS YOU. And she needs to feel the consequences of being alone.

Yeah, I thought about this after she left this morning. I guess I was relieved that she didn't file for divorce yet and wasn't thinking straight.

My daughter told me she was depressed this morning and wishes that the whole ordeal was over. She said that mom is trying to make like everything is ok like she thinks that we've forgiven her but we haven't. She said she didn't like the fact that her mom stayed the night on the couch. When I asked why she said that she felt uncomfortable her being there because she didn't feel like she could do what she wanted--ok, I'll buy that. She is supposed to spend the night w/ the wife but says she doesn't want to. I told her if she didn't want to then she needed to tell her mom. She said she would once she gets over there. Ok. I'm going to stay out of that I think.

The wife made a couple of comments over here that I was thinking about. She said something about she was better off being by herself just out of the blue-I didn't respond. She was looking through the Sunday ads and was talking about some stuff she needed to buy for her apartment as well--again, I didn't respond.

I wanted to ask her why she didn't file on Friday but I thought is unwise. I would really like to get in her head for about 15 minutes so I could see if there is any hope. One good thing about this visit--I didn't emotionally invest myself into any interaction w/ her and haven't felt broken down or "melty man" as PDT puts it. I wonder what the real deal is?