Well it got up to 35 celcius here today... It was a quiet weekend. Put away the rest of the winter clothes, cooked, cleaned around the house, etc etc.
H was pretty calm, he couldnt move his neck and was in pain. I voluntered to rub his neck and he accepted. I told at him at a point I dont know how to behave, as if we are together or to be divorced and explained that's why I kept away when he was with the kids, isolating myself in the bedroom or watching TV. He smiled and hugged me and said "come on and join us then" which looked like he was saying I am silly. We slept together, no touching whatsoever...
I am calm and thinking but I have control over my mood. Which is far better than what was happening. He still owes me a reply and I think him staying over without even asking was his reply in a way but it is not good enough for me. The question remains. All the way in ( ) or out? xxx K
) or out?
