he is back, i think

[mdoodles]

i am in a terrible terrible bind because of the store.

i cannot continue to fund the store through my own credit card or through my family.

our funding allows him to free up some money to provide and do who knows what for the ow.

so cutting the funding will drive the store to the ground, which will in turn make it nearly impossible to sell to get my money back.

i dont know what to do.

i should have spoken to the ow when she was calling me, most likely she was still getting fed lies and i could have put an end to that.

i just dont know what to do.

there is no time now to just drop the rope and see how everything pans out.

i have to make decisions. pretty permanent decisions and i just dont know how to do that.

i dont know how to see him for what he really truly has become.