Nobody cares what your W's plans are and neither should you. I would say one day you will get that, but I honestly don't believe it.
One other thing, when you are with your girls, focus on them and being with them. Be present in the moment with them. Coming on here and posting while they are around and you are supposed to be spending time with them isn't spending time with them. Give them your 100% undivided attention. You can post later when they are asleep.
"It is excruciating pain. It is the pain of separation, the pain of loss, the pain of dreams and expectations unrealized. It is the loss and death of a mirage."
