Originally Posted By: hoosiermama
Oh, Pup, I'm so sorry. This has to be sooooo frustrating.


It is. I was going to e-mail you yesterday, but I didn't want to spoil your birthday. I was pretty down about it.

This is another song -- this one written by me, about a year ago, when she started pulling away SO soon (just a couple of months) after we tried to reconcile after she ended her affair:


Still Way Too Soon
11/2007


You asked me if I’d just give you the chance
To make it up to me
You said that you’d made the mistake of your life
The fog had lifted and now it was clear to see

That I was the one, the one for you
That I was your love, your life, your home
You said that if it took the rest of your life
You’d make it up to me, alone

Well it’s way too soon for you to pull back now
Way too soon to give it less than your best, baby
Way too soon
Way too soon
You hurt me way too much to fight me now, and
Hurt me way too much to say that you just don’t know

The rest of your life?
Hell, you couldn’t give it a month
You couldn’t give it one storm

If things had gone, nearly perfect maybe
And everything had blown your way
Maybe that’s what you were hoping for baby
And only then, again you’d say

That I was the one, the one for you
That I was your love, your life, your home
That even if it took the rest of your life
That you’d make it up to me, alone

Well it’s way too soon for you to pull back now
Way too soon to give it less than your best, baby
Way too soon
Way too soon
You hurt me way too much to fight me now, and
Hurt me way too much to say that you just don’t know

The rest of your life?
Hell, you couldn’t give it a month
Couldn’t give it one storm
This was way too soon,
And now I’m gone.