I believe it is an ego game for her, and lonliness. I don't believe she really wants me, but she does want to keep me close and available. It gives her security. I am starting to have serious doubts as to her character. She claims to be totally in love with OM, yet I doubt she's being honest with him either. Does she tell him about all the time she spends with me? Puppy's law is "All cheaters lie, period!" I hate that my W has become this person. She's so vain and selfish.
The only way to know what she's really feeling toward me to to drop the rope and move on, and that's exactly what I'm doing, although at this point, I'm not sure if I really care a whole lot.
