The adventure continues--the saga goes on

[AFWAW]

It's imperative that you do not go "melty man" at this point, as she is definitely trying to appease you right now. NOTHING HAS CHANGED, other than she's "being nice."

Yeah, I'm not doing that again--that feeling sucks. Did you get the term "melty man" from a TV show called "Coupling"? If you haven't seen it, you should. It's on BBCA and is funny. And I know--I went into last night very cautiously. I watched what I said and didn't engage my emotions at all.

The problem with saying "yes" to all of her invitations is that it DOES open your heart back up to her, and at this point she is still an unrepentant, serial adulterer with some serious issues.

As far as I can recall, this is the first invitation for just me. And no, I won't accept them all if she even attempts to try again. She did say she had a very good time last night however. Not sure if she was being nice or just lonely or what. I did want to see her apartment to see what the big fuss was about. I keep telling myself--believe nothing that you hear and only half of what you see. I think I told myself that about 10 times last night.

Please protect yourself -- emotionally, legally and financially -- and ESPECIALLY protect your daughter.

Emotionally is the hardest but like I said, I went into last night w/ no expectations especially considering the fact that she was going to file yesterday. Legally--I feel I'm good for right now. I'm fine financially--no worries here for now.

I know, I know . . . we're buzzkillers.

No, I appreciate it. I didn't have a buzz about last night. I was more curious than anything, really. Very curious to me that she invited me out after the way she's acted and going on what she's said doesn't make a whole lot of sense to me at this point. It's going to make for an interesting series on HBO that's for sure.