he is back, i think

[mdoodles]

iwant my life back. the one we had before he went nuts.

when life was carefree, money was in abundance, we had our son, had good times, constant entertaining, going out with friends, buying our big house, renovating it etc.

i miss spending time together and doing everything together and watching tv in bed at night together and laughing.

i keep thinking one day he will snap back to that person. each time he shows signs of it i eat it up.

and then he flips again.

its like i cant fully remove myself.

especially now with the store we opened together.

he is looking to sell it already, after one month.

its not normal.