I woke up today feeling down. I think part of it is that although I was out all day, I did not really talk to anyone. I spoke with my friend who I was supposed to meet for 10 min! Otherwise, it was just in communication with the sales person at the checkout counter!
But on the upside....I was smiling all day and really did enjoy myself and I got some great buys. It was the first time I had been out with a total PMA and never felt like crying cuz I saw something or heard a song that reminded me of him.
Thanks for your replies, mnt_dreams and hopeful_cb. I like your suggestion of maintaining mystery! Part of what is really annoying to me is that he thinks he has me figured out! It is gets me riled! I don't even have myself figured out! How arrogant!
I was reading thru your posts, mnt_dreams, and thought it was interesting when I read about you and hopeful_cb battling with wearing your wedding rings......I totally go thru that!!! I wear mine still.
I will be driving to my parents tomorrow. I will be at their place for almost 10 days. But, I need to go thru my stuff and start organizing for my move coming up in 10 days! In the meantime, I can study for my exam and concentrate on my career.
One other thing that I always have wanted but never really got to, is to really put in some effort in my appearance. Not that I look crappy....but, my look is neat and functional........I would love to change that up!
I always talk myself out of it by saying 'I can't pull that off'....but, what a great 180 that would be.....to dress, lets say...whimsical....for 2 days of the week!
Anyways, not sure what my plan is today...but, will come up with one.
