Birthday evening was some drinks with friends, and then a late night chat with Austin, and then yesterday I went out with one of my former colleagues (Cockney guy) for a few drinks. That was also really good fun. At one point he started talking to me about the aubergine (he and some of his friends know her) and he was saying that they can't really understand why H would have left me for her, as he always seemed so normal and she's a psycho with serious issues as well as being highly manipulative. Interesting- I always knew she was probably the typical aubergine type OW. Ha!

Today my liver is recovering from the battering it's taken this week. My new kitchen units have just arrived (so exciting) but there are a few extras that I have to return. I think I'm also going to go shopping for worktops later on. The work is starting next week. Yay!

I'm kind of thinking that I need to break the deadlock at work somehow. There's a job I could apply for that I saw advertised but I feel a bit bad doing it- firstly it would leave the company in difficulty as we're doing some negotiations at the mement that are pretty sensitive, and secondly I'd lose my share options (which if the deal comes off would let me repay the mortgage). On the other hand the emotional rollercoaster of arguing and making up with CEO is really difficult. So I'm thinking about what to do this weekend.

((((all))) going to come and visit you all now.

L. xx

PS. Beth, T, naej and Mishka- hello! And Michelle- thanks for logging on and visiting from your hotel. K- I promise that if a diamond ring were to appear (from either one of those potential suitors ;\) ) I would accept and not DB at all.