i dont know how to let go. i dont know how to realize that my life will always be like this with him. he will always be up and down and unhappy until he addresses there is something wrong and works on it.
why can i let go? why cant i say, ok its time i am done.
everyone else can see it, why cant i?
why am i hoping he changes his mind?
me: 31 H:29 Son:5 m:8 years in november t:10 years first bomb: 10/06 moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08 ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06 d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08 moved home:3/09 out again 5/09
