h came home last night, picked up milk like i had asked earlier in the day.

i cant believe it could be over. could it really be?

i dont want it to be, i dont know what to do, i dont think there is anything i can do.

he just left for work, acting nice but whats the difference.

me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09