Thanks Sandi. I really wish she wasn't still in contact with the OM, but I feel that if I say something, she's going to get angry and leave again. Do I even tell her that it bothers me? This guy even threatened our family (including her) in a phone call to me and she dismissed it because "I didn't hear it for myself." I had told her it bothered me alot and that she needed to quit, but she didn't.
Out of curiosity, if your H told you at the time that he believed that you were depressed and needed to seek help or to talk about things, how would you have reacted?
Today we had a really good day with our Ds, but then tonight, I accidentally brushed my hand against her breast as she was carrying my D and wanted to kiss my D goodnight. She totally recoiled and covered herself up with the blanket as if I was a total molester.
It's times like that that I feel the most lonely.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
