but I do feel I need to keep in touch just a little.
May I ask why you feel this need? or better yet, ask yourself why you feel this need. Be honest with yoursel.
Trapt I think I am scared that he will NEVER call, and I will never see or talk to him again, so I try to keep in touch every once in awhile. I am afraid he could go forver with reaching out to me for anything, even a simple phone call and this scares me. I miss him sooo much and I still love him. I havent been touched by another man in over 20 years and it just doesnt feel right to lose him forever. You asked for honesty and there you have it.
