h still isnt home, hasnt called. i hate it.

as upset as i am, it just dawned on me, even if we proceed legally, all we will be is legally separated since i wont give him a flat out divorce.

so its not that much different than what we have already been through, it will just be set up legally.

hmm.

me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09