Hey Sweetie, you do what is best for you. If you feel you need to turn every stone, then that is what you should do. I support you in whatever you decide.
Having said that, as your friend, I could not live with myself if I didnt tell you to please guard your heart. I know you have to be true to yourself. Just please be still and really listen. Take it all in and then figure out what you need to do. You and I love and trust with everything we have, but, not everyone is like that.
I just want what is best for you, what is going to make you happy.
I am here for you and I will pray for you both. I hope with all my heart that this turns out the way you want it to. Either way, remember what a special lady you are and how valuable you are to the world.
Dont sell yourself short, dont settle, dont accept less than what you deserve.
You have come so far and I know that whatever happens, you are going to be ok.
Please let me know how you are doing, either here or the alt.
