So, I'm wondering what to expect tonight when I pick up the boys.

I received all the final drafts of all the paperwork from my attorney today and he in turn has forwarded it to hers. With time ticking down, I have decided I will just give her copies tonight when I give her "her check". I sensed a feeling of remorse from her during that call yesterday, and a lot of silent moments. If there still is truthfuly one slight bit of her left inside this broken down, vengeful and selfishely destructive person she's become, it will show. She still hasn't learned how to hide that.

But yet at the same time, within minutes after I leave, she'll be in "party mode" with OM for a nice long weekend. She's already trying to push back what time I return them on now Monday versus Sunday.

And that is fine, the ride will continue, an dI have be ready for the next drop, this one got pretty scarey.


Me 35/XW 33
S13 & S12
M: 10/17/98
OM & S: 07/08
D final 06/09/09
12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing"
06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10
06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11