Naej...

"Btw I just reread your posts from last June, July and August --apart from jobs that came and went are you sure you have grown that much."

Neaj, I am hurt that yet again you choose to say something personal. I find the way you post to me is quite unkind and unnecessary. So you reread my posts of 3 months to prove to yourself (?) and now to me here, that you arent sure that I have grown that much. Dont you think thats a bit wierd behaviour? The biggest thing that has come out of this 2 years is that I HAVE grown.. all my friends and family say it and I am a better person for it. I am more patient, compassionate, easy going, less fearful and more giving.

Neaj, this is a public forum, you are welcome here, I just ask you.. please dont post if you arent my friend, or have respect for me. I dont think its healthy for either of us and its no fun for anyone reading.

Mish.. thanks for your support! I missed you too.. my back is bad!! But it was kind of useful in a funny way, as the technicians felt so guilty (it was their fault) that I had 2 out of 3 of them helping me and so my space noise trumpet speaker boxes (its art!) look amazing ! I worked really hard on them, I sanded them for 4 hours today !!