I hope that the pain you feel eases with time, with the love, sharing and caring of family and friends. Spending time with people you love, trust and can be open with always helps with healing.
Your former spouse is making it clear that he is not your source of emotional support and is not willing to be. You want the husband you had, not the man he is now. People who care about you, your well-being, are there for you. Turn to them. Ask for help.
It's all part of the process... and has many of its own rewards.
