I haven't had much time to check in lately, but I just read your post before last. Oh my gosh... It is so good that you are realizing all of this. You are on one serious, life-changing journey. I'm so happy for you. I'm impressed by your determination to dig deep, know and understand yourself, and yearn for change.
You are awesome!!!
Hope you have a fun vacation. Laugh and let yourself out of that shell!
