thank you. i am out of my mind now.

i should have known it would happen once he came home.

he actually came home and has the nerve to pull this? lol.

i guess i will sit back now and see what he does.

sounds like he is serious but ive heard it before.

only this time i know i already gave it my all over 2 1/2 years, almost 3years since the affair started.

i need to live. i want more children.

i will be 31 in 2 weeks, i think ive given all the time i can to him.

i dont want a divorce, i want my husband back but i cant do it for both of us.


me: 31
H:29
Son:5
m:8 years in november
t:10 years
first bomb: 10/06
moved home: 3/08 out again 5/08
ow bomb: 4/08, since summer 06
d filed:6/08, on hold 6/08
moved home:3/09 out again 5/09