he is back, i think

[mdoodles]

so now he is telling me he is telling his lawyer to move forward on the divorce he started last year. great.

i said we dont even have the funds for the divorce, he thinks all it will cost him is $5,000 and that he isnt responsible for my fees.

i told him im not giving up, that we just started the store and our dream and im not giving up, that its too soon to throw it away.

he tells me its not too soon, its been 3 years. he loves to throw the whole thing back in, how he has been gone on and off and unhappy. yada yada

now what? do i tell my parents, do i let it all out? it will screw up everything with the store now because they arent going to give him another penny.

im in a bad place. and i know it was never about me, regardless of what he says, i know he is taking it all out on me.

but it hurts. im too pretty for this. im too good of a person for this.

but it hurts. i cant go through this again.