That whole post was about your W. I just don't think you get it. Your posts haven't changed since you got here. Go back and count how many times you used "she" and "her." Even your GAL moments revolve around your W. Focus on yourself. What is CIPA doing to make himself the best CIPA?
I understand that you want to know what's going on, you want to see if she is noticing, you want to fix it and you are hurting. I haven't seen any movement in your sitch and I think it is because you haven't tried something different. I don't see you working on the things she is running from. Sure your W has issues but you only control yourself. You can handle it but you have to know how. Go back and read Sandi - there's some of the how.
Cheers


M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12
Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.