Having one of those down times.

W has been very engaged this week. We went out to dinner a couple of times, had fun and talked, talked, talked while we were out.

She's been an IM'ing fool to me at work. Almost to a point where it's anoying.

Last night we grilled out and W was sending me IM's during the day telling me how she was looking forward to it, etc. I must say I grill some mean food. Anyway, we ate on the deck and she was talking and talking and talking and I just sat there listening and kept thinking to myself, sure, everything is peachy for you, but what about me?

It's funny, it seems like the more I ignore her, the more she chases me. The last few mornings I've left the house without saying good bye, or really anything to her, and she chases. I distance myself in the evenings and she chases, talks and talks and talks. I try to end our IM conversations and she keeps sending more and more IM's.

Just in one of those "I don't care moods". I'm sure she'll do something this weekend that will draw me right back in.

Oh well, just rambling I know.

Hope everyone has a great weekend!


Hope4us

Me - 49, W 49
S22 & S18
Dday 9/4/07
W claims NC 4/7/08
8/29/09 - Divorce Busted. Lots to work through, but we're going to make it.