he is back, i think

[mdoodles]

i just dont know that divorce busting has its place right now.

he has decided he isnt working on us. its all bs, its not about me but he is making it about me.

and right now, i dont have the time or the patience or the strength or the money to let this play out.

we are losing our home. i have busted my tush to get us a short sale, to get us into contract, to save his name from the foreclosure.

i busted my tush to get him the store, to get him out of the city where he worked and this is what i get?

i lost everything because of him. my beautiful home, my carefree life, my money, everything.

and im the cause of his problems?

i dont think i can stand for it anymore.

i dont know how to say goodbye but i cant let him do this to me, come and go go and come.

our son is almost 6, i cant set this example for him.