I kind of feel like I am making some progress. I am getting my place set up. My kids and I are having a good time together. We went swimming together tonite. I contacted a financial advisor today. I'm learning my job. I'm going to a meetup group saturday afternoon. I've got Sunday plans also. Tomorrow night is movie night for me and the kids. I ordered 2 books to study.

Ok. I don't have insurance for counseling right now or meds. But I am talking to a senior minister who lives across the street from where W lives.

Granted I worry incessantly about some things. The future inparticular. But I am trying to get that under control. I am actually pretty relaxed after swimming tonite.

Things are coming along though. I just still think about W to much. Next week will be a real challenge for me. I am already trying to book up my nights so that I am staying busy.

Kevin

Me 36, W 37
M: 08/02/97
D13, D9
1st Bomb 02/08
Reconciled 04/08
2nd Bomb: 09/08
W filed for D 02/04/09
Separated 03/09
D dismissed 06/09/09
Still separated...