Could use some insight...long...

[volleydog]

Thanks

I realized a while ago that I have to be me because IF we get back together it has to be because she wants me not someone I project around her.

You and blindsided...WOW...I really feel for both of you because I really can't understand "men" that can do that. But you just keep looking after that little girl...since I'm on to posting song lyrics and finally get my focus back on God if you get a chance listen to this song...

Destined to Win by Degarmo & Key...

This songs to all the people
With light in their hearts
And love in their eyes.
You don't have to worry
When the mountains seem of infinite size.

There is one who goes before you to calm the sea.
There's a king who leads his people to victory.

We are Destined to Win
We're surrounded by his Love
And guarded by his power.
Destined to Win
Following the Lord until the battles over.
We are Destined to Win

We all get discouraged
When the pressures of life start weighing us down
We've learned that in his footsteps
Crosses in life must preceed the crowns.

There is one who goes before you
To calm the sea.
There's a king who leads his people to victory.

We are Destined to Win
We're surrounded by his Love
And guarded by his power.
Destined to Win
Following the Lord until the battles over.
We are Destined to Win

We've got to remember
It's our destiny to win the end
With Christ on our side
We are Destined to Win.

We are Destined to Win
We're surrounded by his Love
And guarded by his power.
Destined to Win
Following the Lord until the battles over.
Destined to Win

We're surrounded by his Love
And guarded by his power.
Destined to Win
Following the Lord until the battles over.

We are Destined
We are Destined
We are Destined to Win