25- It may be futile to say "I get it" but, I do. I've got some good stuff brewing today. Worked on my biz because that is what is in front of me and can bring in some money. Formulating how I could reduce expenses and move so that money I earn plus support will keep me out of the red. That, I've realized has been the impasse, with tens of thousands of dollars in overhead, what would the point be of making scraps? BUT, if I have my own budget and my own place and I make enough to cover my monthly nut, I'm fine.
I have decided, and nothing to do with H, I need to go LIGHT. I need levity, I need to start laughing and smiling and engaging in life in the simple ways that bring me pleasure and it doesn't take much. A hike, friends, my kids, writing...I'm getting there.
So, I am going to commit to not posting about H drama for 3 days...that's my first commitment and I am taking each task I have one at a time.
Yes, it helps that money came in and I can lift that cloud temporarily. Makes mental room for focus on my onward actions.
