Maybe if I really leave my W alone and DB hardcore I can win my W back with some time. It looks bleak. OR MAYBE YOU CAN LEARN TO LIVE LIKE AN ADULT AND NOT NEED ANYONE ELSE FOR YOUR HAPPINESS, LET ALONE SOMEONE WHO TREATS YOU LIKE CRAP...DBing HARDCORE....NEVER BEEN DONE BY YOU BEFORE....SO WHY NOW????OR MAYBE YOU CAN LEARN TO BE HEALTHY. HOW ABOUT THAT??? OR MAYBE YOU CAN LEARN TO FOLLOW THROUGH FOR 3 DAYS ON SOMETHING DIFFICULT---...ANYTHING!! JUST FOLLOW THROUGH, BUT WAIT, THAT WOULD MEAN DBing "HARDCORE" WHICH YOU ARE NOT ABLE TO DO B/C....'it's hard"....
But anything is possible.
MAYBE KEVIN, MAYBE. BUT I'M STARTING TO DOUBT THAT. I DOUBT THAT YOU WILL CHANGE OR GET IT, NO MATTER WHAT I SAY OR HOW I SAY IT OR HOW MANY TIMES I SAY IT....THIS IS NOT ABOUT HER...THIS IS NOT ABOUT HER. THIS IS NOT ABOUT HER. THIS IS NOT ABOUT HER. THIS IS NOT ABOUT HER. THIS IS NOT ABOUT HER.
THIS IS ABOUT YOU. THIS IS ABOUT YOU. THIS IS ABOUT YOU. THIS IS ABOUT YOU. LEARNING TO LIVE A LIFE WORTH LIVING, WITHOUT HER!!!!!!!!!!!! AND BEING JUST FINE!!!!!!!! LIKE THE REST OF THE WORLD.... Kevin
Kevin, you need more help than we can give you. Read, get c or t and meds and do what it takes to get well.
I'm not helping you nearly enough for this amount of time but that is not to say that others should not post here anymore. It's just that this dynamic is not good for me. And it isn't much good for you either. I know others who say I help them by posting to you, but seeing you write this type of weak, juvenile "stuff" at this point in the process is just depressing as hell to me. You say you want your wife and it makes no sense to 1) want HER as she is, and 2) to say it NOW under these circumstances.
It's UNwell Kevin. You are not healthy. You need help. Please please get help.
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M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
