Kevin, you still need to do major work on yourself before you can even think about W or your previous M. Get to IC or find a pastor/priest/deacon etc...someone to talk with a doctor even. You need to work on yourself and stop worrying about saving your M or getting W back as its NOT going to happen now or the near future.
Me-44 WAW-42 (ILYBNILWY) S-16 S-14 M-10/17/1992 T23 Met OM 10/10/08; Bomb 12/27/08; Moved in with OM 01/27/09 Me stronger and happier everyday!
