he is back, i think

[mdoodles]

so today h was totally just not nice. not exactly mean, just uncaring and not nice. rather indifferent.

so i called him out on it. i told him i am very upset with the way he has been acting towards me and that perhaps he wasnt even aware of how he was treating me.

when i spoke to him about it, of course he was on the defensive and i heard the words i knew would come - he is upset about me, its the same thing, its nothing new yada yada yada...

uuuhhhh. honestly, i knew it was coming.

he is upset about the store, upset he left a high paying job for the store he wanted and now that it isnt doing what he thought, now that he made the move home, now that he left the ow, its all about me now!!!!!

me. like i was ever the cause of his problems.

i do not even know what to do anymore.

i told him, this is not about me. it was never about me. i was never the cause of his problems. he is.