Trying to detach from the madness!

[blindsided1]

Thanks for the shout-out Kassie. I spent a long time whining about how unfair it all was and too little time doing something to change it. Now I am. It still hurts....sad thing is that it hurts because I know that having DCSS get my CS from H is going to hurt him...financially. Sad that I still hurt because he will hurt. But, I know that I have wasted 11 months waiting for H to be a stand-up guy. Nothing I do is going to accomplish that. He is who he is and unless he wants to be something different or it stops working for him...he'll always be this man. I mean, you've read my thread....does he seem like he has changed at all...not for the better, at least.