Get a job that eases your financial stress and DO NOT go into how terrible that is for the kids. Cannot be helped right now and is NOT as bad as you make it out to be. Tons and tons of good kids are being raised by working single moms all over the WORLD and though it sucks, it happens. You'll be setting an example of empowerment rather than helplessness which is your alternative.
Find SOMETHING different for a living that does NOT depend on him - as I cannot help but feel you are finding more and more excuses for him being at fault or you being stuck..."I would get a job, but then H will say or do"...blah blah blah or "I would work there but I'll need child care and then H won't help or..." blah blah blah or "I'd be successful except H will stop me b/c H HAS ALL THE POWER IN MY LIFE..." Take the power back.
And just stop thinking that your H has it all. You must Change You. You have to.
(( j ))
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016
