You're doing fine. Just stop being in such a rush to contact her. You mention that you've started trying to GAL with your hobbies and whatnot, but most of the time you're out with your W or talking about her.
It's only been a month since she left and believe me, I know how it feels. Remember what I said about patience? You mentioned on my thread about posing the question to my W if she wants to work on things or not. Well, right now she's not at that place and is definitely not as open as your W. So I await for the right time to come up.
If you keep obsessing about what your W thinks or when it would be a good time to do something, you're going to keep tying yourself in knots.
Take it one day at a time like you have been doing and enjoy the time alone. See it as a time for self growth.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
