he is back, i think

[bluerain]

Hi Mdoodles. I like to think that you can work on your M recovering, or you can work exclusively on yourself recovering. Either way you are going to be doing work, and its always going to be hard. No it shouldnt be that way, but sometimes it is.

We are all tired, Can you do something nice for yourself? Get a massage, or a pedicure, or maybe just go for a long walk? This time of year I love to visit the nurseries, the beautiful flowers always lighten my mood.

You are right, at some point you have to stop worrying that he is going to go back to her, however, dont just ignore your feelings, they are valid, and wouldnt exist without good reason. Im not sure how you can overcome that, its something I still struggle with. But you have to focus on your main positive: He has come home. Have you tried going to him on the couch? I know that you are afraid of rejection, but Im sure that you are afraid of a lot of things right now. Dont let fear win.