Yep, you've got to hold on tight to this feeling and take the actions that match it. When my H saw me in that space, it unnerved him and I caved. What actions match that reality? I am struggling with that...obviously. And, clearly as obnoxious and misguided my Hs glamorous pursuits are, I am feeling a bit like donkey doo in comparison...actions, I need actions. Good stuff you are tapping into.