Thanks stuck808. I know my W is totally whacked out right now with MLC and love chemicals. There's nothing I can do about it, I need to move on with my life for me and my kids. I am not the best parent I can be when I'm riding this roller coaster.
Deep down I know I'll always love my W, and there is a tiny kernel of hope I'm saving in case she ever returns to be the woman I know. I don't know where I'll be when and if that ever happens. It's a sad but needed risk I need to take.
