It's just hard for me to say "it's not your business anymore". So, it just came out the way it did. I don't really care if he thinks I'm pining away for him or not. I I I I know I'm not. That's what matters to me. But, of course, last night...I have a sex dream about him...whatever. It wasn't THAT great.

K is sick. I'm sick. I have soo much stress right now, it sucks.

This weekend I am BBQ'ing with friends at my place. The pool is clean, the weather is warm and the Laker's are playing. So, it should be a good day. Other than that, playing it by ear.

How about you? How is your daughter. I never responded to your text about letting her cry it out. Have you been doing this or not yet? Not yet, huh?


M 5yrs
1st baby-girl born 6/18/08
Bomb: 10/13/07 OW - I was 6wks Prego
H Moved in w/OW: 11/2/07
D Final 07/10
OW had his baby 3/17/09-so her
Me, now - happier than I ever was with him