It's all ablazin'....

[blindsided1]

Well, H called yesterday on my way home from work. He asked if he was picking K up on Friday, duh. He already knows this. The second he asked, I knew it was going to be one of "those" conversations. And, it was. Asking me if we were together would I consider this or that sexually. Would I talk dirty to him. I just said, "look, we aren't together. This is confusing to me. It makes it hard for me to move on when you still talk about having sex with me." He said "what do you mean move on?" What do you think I mean? Then I said I just want for us to get along. Things are bad between us and I would like for them to be better. He then asked if I was seeing someone. I hesitated and said "no." He said, "you're lying". I said that I was not seeing anyone. To which he asked then if I have a "friend with benefits". I said "no. I have only been with you in the last 8 years. I am still married and until that is final, I can't be with someone else." Then he asked me if I have filed the papers for our finalization. I said that I hadn't but, I would have it done in the next 10-15 days, just waiting for CSS to call me for my interview. "What interview? For What?" Then I realized, Uh, oh...if we start talking about the CS...fight fight fight. So, I said "hey, can I call you back? I have another call." He said, "we'll just talk about this Saturday when I see you." And, I hung up...no other call. Just needed to get off the phone.

He's crazy.