I think I have just lost all confidence in myself. I don't want to spend the rest of my life alone. And I would prefer it to be with my W.

I think I am feeling a little down today. I am starting to miss my W. I feel like I have to be this totally awesome out going guy for her to even look at me.

I feel like I have to be someone else that I am not.

Kevin

Me 36, W 37
M: 08/02/97
D13, D9
1st Bomb 02/08
Reconciled 04/08
2nd Bomb: 09/08
W filed for D 02/04/09
Separated 03/09
D dismissed 06/09/09
Still separated...