I completely blasted my "mother" yesterday. She basically abondoned me, has not expressed any concern what so ever for the whole situation. Only called when she was being evicted.
T sent some very nasty and hurtful messages, especially after she left a voice mail and did not speak kindly of W. W and I did text back and forth for a bit. Not sure what I exactly said, got really stupid drunk and deleted everything in my phone.
I texted W this morning and apologized and conveyed this is tearing me up and that I really hope we can at least restore our friendship. I know, don't show weakness, but I had to. Doesn't really matter anyways. Got a e-mail from attorney, he talked to hers and everything is pretty much done and the next court date WILL be the last.
I just hope I didn't say anything stupid to her, don't think I did, but who knows? Would love a reply from her to verify.
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11
