Good morning K, just reading along...hope you aren ot too tired this morning. Acouple of things popped up at me...apart from the obvious I do NOT love him anymore (which I knew a long time ago). Just wanted to know if that "feeling" was coming back.

"was walking to my car thinking that it will be a shame if we give up because it takes a long time to feel so familiar with someone and know his expressions, his taste, his background, his different laughs, the looks and what they mean"

I remember not so many months ago, that feeling of familiarity was not as important because another feeling was envelloping you. But I do get what you ,mean...it is a shame.

"It is also a waste to feel like life is passing you by.
Yes, I know this "feeling" as well...but only you have the power to make that feeling stop. Surely one person does not have that type of power over us....I refuse to believe that and so should you!