I see I haven't been back. Boy time gets away. Alot has happened since my last post.I meant back into depression not work. Anyway he has been back about a month. Since the beginning of the year my h was laid off, my son broke his thumb, and then the worst my mom passed away on St. Patrick's Day. Hopefully things are starting to turn around. This has been one heck of a year so far.
I was worried about my H because he was and still at times angry. The longer he was home (3 months) the worse it started to get. He doesn't know how long he will be working, so at times he gets in the same mode, but at least he is not sleeping and laying around. It was like a flashback.
I believe my mom is still watching out for me. It was 1 month to the day she passed he was called back for work. I think I have my own personal angel. I have to believe in something positive. I have turned myself around for the most part in my thinking.
I do have my work cut out now my dad is alone for the first time in almost 50 years. I am off work for the summer unless the find work in another dept. so I will be able to spend time with him. It is hard since he lives 45 mins away and still having 3 kids at home.
I hope I will have more time to check in and will be back soon.
