ok so my wife asked me about my living arrangements and if i talked to friends and family. I said I have with friends and would with my parents tomorrow (I already told her I would Thurs.) I told her they were aware things were tense and I always had a place to stay. I decided yesterday I would stop sleeping at my current residence at night and informed her that tonight was my last night sleeping here. She seemed a little shocked and concerned. she asked if i would keep the key.. i said as long as I was on the lease so I could get my stuff gradually and maybe use the workout equipment when W and SIL were at work until I found an alternate source. Later on I started packing some clothing and she came in and said so you are now exercising at X (male friends) place? I was like yah.. She saw I was packing and asked "what about us what do we do?" I said "that is up to you".. she said something else R related and I said "as of now I have to assume our R is over" (I mean she did start this.. and it seemed like she meant it was over..).. I then said "you obviously need space".. she seemed panicked during this exchange. Btw I was succinct and to the point. She left the room with her eyes as huge as saucers. So I have to say wtf!! I am not sure if I can say she is as resolute about ending this as I thought. I am still not going to get excited but something happened tonight and it looks like I played my cards right. Right now she is talking to her brother on Skype with her twin sister on Skype looking all calm and serene. Any insite here?
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