I figure that at some point she has to let her anger and disapointment subside. I really did enrich her life to a great degree and was the kindest guy she ever had an R with. At some point I figure that has to factor in her life. Right now it seems she is just trying to become as cold and numb as she possibly can even though I have detached and told her I accept the situation. Even though this has all happened so fast I have even managed to get some 180's in. I just hope that somehow at some point this has all been noticed.
Also I find it odd that she dropped this bomb on 5/7 which was a few days before her twin sister and her deceased H's wedding anniversary. I remember a couple of months after our brother-in-law passed my W mentioned she felt guilty that she had someone and that her twin lost her love to a tragedy. I know this situation plays in a lot with this.
Well now I am just wondering if I need to look into some LRT's since I will probably be out of the apartment totally within a few days. Any insight there?
---- me-36 WAW-32 live in SIL-32 SIL H suicide- 11/08 ILYBIANILWYAM - 5/07/09 bomb - 5/07/09
